So Why Bother?

It is now the day after Thanksgiving. Reflecting on my past year, I have ALOT to be grateful for...family and good friends helping out and coming through when it was and is so difficult to ask for help. The decisons and path I have chosen to walk have not been the easy one, choosing to listen to my heart and intuition instead of the steady, $$ secure way.
I believe I have a purpose here...it's just been difficult figuering out what that is! When I begin a new venture and think a-haaa this is what I am meant to do. It gets taken away or stopped. After my down time I pick myself up and begin the whole process again, (and again and again).
So why do it at all?
I am broke, I struggle and spend all my energy working for people who don't give a rats ass about anyone other than their own personal gain, and somehow in the midst of everything I am supposed to try and figure out what I should be doing?

I could use some help down here!

Procrastination...the art of not doing what you gotta do.

I awoke early this morning and decided that I am soooo tired of excuses! Have you ever noticed how the world (mine especially) is full of them. There is always a reason for not doing this or that. Well the buck has to stop somewhere and I decided that I needed to do just that.
So I want to write...Life keeps throwing out curveballs and I am able to catch them however it is at the expense of doing something that I want to do AND get better at.
Hence, this mornings blog.
It might not be the most thought out blog I have written, however I AM sitting here and doing it.
Yay.